Three years ago my husband and I entered the (not so) wonderful world of baby making. I can still remember the first time we did the deed “unprotected” – we were so excited to be starting a family. Little did we know that 3 years later we’d still be childless and would be battling with, not only infertility, but recurrent miscarriage too. We discovered that making a baby wasn’t as easy as we thought it would be. In fact, it was down right hard! The hardest thing we’d ever had to do!
Infertility is something I never, ever thought would happen to me and at 36 years old my clock is ticking louder than ever. My ttc journey so far has taught me, the hard way, that life simply isn’t fair. I have experienced emotions that I didn’t even know existed and moods that were so dark I even scared myself. Infertility made me feel alone and none of my friends or family seemed to understand (apparently all I had to do was “relax” – no comment). So, I initially started blogging to share my feelings (and to vent an occasional rant), but soon I discovered a whole world of infertiles out there in cyberspace. Now I know, I am definitely not alone!